Cycle

It took more than three and a half years of agonies, pains, long sufferings of loneliness and deep loneliness. If I can only avoid on remembering those bitter memories, but realities are there. Writing blogs was a great help in me then, great joys it brings in me. I couldn’t notice how times and days passes by as long as my hands busy typing. Themes to write were just easy on me, topics to enjoy and impart it on keys seems a click. But something disturbed my mind, my life in those years. I’ve never thought I would have that kind of feelings. Seems my whole life body and soul was chained, just because of that silly feelings. I’d confessed to God Almighty for that great fault I had committed.  Months of that silly feeling before my mind was waken up. I had never fall in love to any man back ways in my youth days. Yes, I have two sons which I prayed so hard to have. Love was never there, I stand as a father and mother to both. Bitter things I don’t like to divulge even my so...

Phase of time was so fast, more than three years of pain, agony, deep loneliness. I can’t recall exact date when I stopped writing blogs; the pain is still here in me. Every time I sat on and my fingers began ticking, time passes without noticing it. What a great happiness it brings in my mind and heart. Great problems I had encountered in that year which affected much my mind. It took more than three years of deep loneliness, agony and pain in my heart. I can’t reveal the very essence of that lowness of my life. It’s just between me and my Lord God Almighty. Day and night keep on praying, asking His forgiveness, revival of a new life under His love and guidance. I thought I would lose my mind, day and night of praying. I thank God Almighty, thru His mercy I able to survive. A renewed new spirit given in me, slowly crawling for that strength, I survived. True, great faith in Him, never surrendered, tried to do my task given in me, made me to be much strong. I greatly beli...

Song of Praise I Composed for God Almighty I joined in a competition in writing songs of praises to God Almighty here in Rizal province. Thank God, my entry won as representative to compete for Luzon region, here in the Philippines. I am seeking your help, my readers of my blogs to kindly vote for my entry in the designated site as you can see below. Along with it is a video of me and the interpreter of my song and the song I composed. I will deeply appreciate and thank you all who will give support in liking my site. I need to accumulate large amount of number of votes from people’s choice aside from the very main event on Sunday May 17. The final event, judges will vote, including from peoples choice votes. Help me please to have that votes from my readers and your friends.Please click this link and like my video. https://www.facebook.com/743918179066937/videos/768573719934716/

Being in the early age of 18, I presumed my mind and heart is mature enough. Just like ordinary guy who fall in love, I had that too. She’s a schoolmate of mine during my college days. She’s pretty fair, and I got her nod easily. We became sweetheart and often calls each other. Cellphone was just beginning to be around that time. It was only me in our house who have it. One time, I was so in a hurry going to work then; I left my phone. I was a tricycle driver then to support my studies. My mother did a multiple task too for our daily needs and house rental. The girl called up and it was my mom who got the phone to answer. She asked the girl if she’s my girlfriend, unfortunately, the girl answered my mom aggressively. I was confronted by my Mom and demanded me to break my relation with the girl. I can’t blame her for I understand that aches she felt for the bad behavior my Mom got. It took number of years when I fell in love again. Hoping this time, she’s a perfect ga...

MY ONCE SILENT WORLD My once silence world was stolen, My mind is in turmoil, heartbroken, Trying hard to forget him, but still then, His image keeps on haunting on my brain. So shame of myself for having this feeling, Fell in love with a man so far in distant, Years fenced us up, so am reluctant, To let this feeling, still keep him loving. I confessed to Lord above in heaven, This agony and pain that am in burden, Can’t take by myself I admit, am sorry, Alone Him, can answer and His kindness mercy. Never had in love for the rest of my life, Till that fate came for us to met for a while, Love wasn’t abrupt;y. but it5 slowly bites, Now, heart of mine in bitterness like bile. In His kindness miracle alone I stood, If it is His will, realizations of dreams will be, For it is Him who knows best, what’s good, A calm mind and heart is He wish for me. AWAKENING THE HEART Heartaches are so hard to take So painful, I can’t a;most b...

Emotion is hard to keep. Either we are in grief, sadness, in pain, happy, great gladness, especially when we are in love. Writers are naturally full of emotion, that is referred to inborn writer and whose genes are great writer too. A person with inborn talent in writing need not totally to depend on acquiring from mere studying in great school. Writers had definite and different abilities in writing articles, reports, articles, ideas etc. A simple article can be made attractive to reader to read it. Can enhance an article and make it interesting in the way it is being dealt with by the writer itself. Writing can destroy personality, dignity, can pull out a person from pedestal once enjoyed by that certain person especially in politics. Connivance with other writers who are unscrupulous too like them, they able to triumph. But I can say not say not to a truly good person who hides nothing. God will reveal their true motives. In entertainment news writing, it...

Am not against all about white people nor am in favor to all black men. Let’s just stand in the mid of who is in the right path and who are in the left dark side of life attitudes. Ever since in history shown how this many white people despised and abused black people. They are referred to as minorities, turns into slaves of these white men who invaded their countries. Either by force they were conquered or by dirty tricks treating them as ignorant people. Some black leaders who rule them received bribes in exchange of freedom of his people. We can’t blame the whites for that for these black leaders have a so black hearts and minds. Why these white men look down so crazy on skin color and let’s include the appearance of black people. As if they are only the one considered as human just because of their skin colors, blonde hairs? Do all of them have a good looking face? Uh!! I dare to disagree! Kinky hairs, large nose, dark skin tone, maybe thick lips perhaps to ...