Cycle

I grow up in a family where relationships are not that good. The youngest among eight of the siblings, I live as always apart among them. Four girls we are, but the three eldest are so close to each. I was tag as the ugliest with curly hair, the always go together and felt that being an outcast. The three are all males. Learned to be alone even when I go to elementary school, I find it so hard in mingling with classmates. Besides that we are poor and can’t cope with others who are better well off. Till high school days shyness behavior develop much in me. I have few friends, but at least they are really true friends. I don’t have male friends for I don’t know how to deal on them. Besides, am choosy in dealing with people. Experienced being bullied by insulting words is painful. College days are better for I slowly develop myself specially when I able to land a good job as telex operator in busy business city. Growing up with a sad experience within the family itself, i...